Nebbishy filmmaker Joanna Arnow documents her yearlong relationship with racially charged poet-provocateur James Kepple. What starts out as an uncomfortably intimate portrait of a dysfunctional relationship and protracted mid-twenties adolescence, quickly turns into a complex commentary on societal repression, sexuality and self-confrontation through art.
You can now watch i hate myself :) online on the following streaming providers in the United States.
| Directing | Joanna Arnow | Director |
| Production | Michael Galinsky | Executive Producer |
| Crew | Joanna Arnow | Cinematography |
| Production | Suki Hawley | Executive Producer |
| Editing | Joanna Arnow | Editor |
| Editing | Max Karson | Editor |
| Sound | Nick Messitte | Sound Mixer |
